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shellAs I sit in this classroom with this fake smile on my face (pretending that every thing is great). I start thinking am I truly happy or have I been lying to everyone for so long that I'm starting to forget the truth. I no longer can look into my soul, for it has been clouded by all my lies. And I can no longer see how I truly feel. I have become a shell, with no emotions, there's no pain but there is no happiness ether. I feel as if I'm nothing but a body with no soul. I feel like a shadow like I don't even exist. Like ino one even knows i'm there, or they don't care. So for all those who do notice, the reason i lock my emotions up inside myshell
by ~The-Crazy-Mexican
never againAs I sit here in this cold, dark, demented state of mind i feel as if my soul has been soul has been pierced by the pain you caused me. But I find I still can't get over you. Every day with out you I feel as if a little peace of me dies. Even thought I still can the physical and emotional scares I still haven't learned my lesson. I still feel I need you. Every night I still cry out your name and because of you I once again lock my emotions deep inside of myself where no one can find or hurt them again.never again
by ~The-Crazy-Mexican
A Persed SoulAs i lay here with dark emotions brewing in my soul i feel as if all the light has been sucked out of my heart. And all thats left is pain, sorrow, and hatred. It's as if you took the joy from my life when you broke my heart. And now all I'm leftwith is darkness. The pain is so unbearable buti can't let u or anyone else know how much you really hurt me so l must now get rid of the pain by never seeing your face again because I know if I see your faceagian I will fall for you once agian. And once again you will hurt me and this will leave me with a pierced soulA Persed Soul
by ~The-Crazy-Mexican
To The One I Once LovedYou are my hearts true weakness, the reason for my suffering. Your toch, your smell, the sound of your voice, the way your face looks when you look into my eyes. They where all reasons i loved you. Now they mean nothing to me. i onced loved you. But now you mean nothing to me. You're the reason my heart has lost all hope in love. While my soul is now being tortured by stressful memories of the good times and of the bad times. i'll never tell you and you'll never know how much you really hurt me on the inside.To The One I Once Loved
by ~The-Crazy-Mexican
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I Can't Forgive AnymoreI’m keeping too many secrets I’ve said too many lies Everyone believes those But won’t listen to my criesI Can't Forgive Anymore
There is no warmth in your voice When you speak to me I stiffen with fear When your face is the one I see
What we have Is not love You’ve hurt me Too deeply this time It’s way too late To take back everything I can’t forgive anymore
I’m never happy anymore I feel so cold The way we’re living life It’s getting old
I try to hide from you Bu
by ~forleafclovgrl
PoisonI'm pushing away my feelings Because you're the object of my metaphors You're like a mind-altering poison Once you're in my system I have nowhere to runPoison
I'm innocent Yet I feel guilty Because behind your eyes I speak the realities But while you're watching I can't help but smile But on the inside I'm hating myself For having these feelings Because I know I don't mean it And you know you don't deserve it
This biting feeling's left inside This feeling of unhappiness That erupt inside when you leave Because you don't se
by ~CHLOErocksPONYHAWKS
Easy and Hard DeathsA rope wrapped around my neck A bullet shot through my head A knife cutting up my wrist Just once and I’d be deadEasy and Hard Deaths
How easy it is to die and leave Earth How difficult it is to take your own life Getting killed in a freak accident is easy But it’s hard to stab yourself with a knife
To actually pull the trigger is tough But “I am going to kill myself ” is easy to say Death is everywhere and so close Yet it seems to be so far, far away
by ~forleafclovgrl
Just Like a RainbowYour love is like a rainbow, beautiful and rare To lose something so wonderful is just not fair I lost your love far too soon It happened so fast it was almost like a cartoon. And just like a rainbow your love vanished into thin air Never to return or leave a whisper of worry or care You didn’t stay long enough for me to find that pot of gold You just took your love away and left my heart on hold And now I sit and wait for the rain In hopes that the sun hits the raindrops in just the right way And just like the rainbow your love will return to me Filling my heart and setting myJust Like a Rainbow
by ~Pythongurl
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Dark storms surround me as they always have since my birth
The shadows swirl around me as i plummet to the earth
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i don't drink
i don't smoke
i don't do drugs
but i do lie
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Dark storms surround me as they always have since my birth
The shadows swirl around me as i plummet to the earth
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i don't drink
i don't smoke
i don't do drugs
but i do lie
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Dark storms surround me as they always have since my birth
The shadows swirl around me as i plummet to the earth
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I didn't give up on love, love gave up on me
Go here! Join! And be sure to reference me! Please *Puppy dog eyes* *RawEm0tion
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i don't drink
i don't smoke
i don't do drugs
but i do lie
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